Main Label: Life Update
Oh no... It has been more than a month that I didn't blog~! So lazy... why? Not that something bad had happened to me; not that I ran out of stuff to blog; But rather the opposite, I had been sooo happily playing my favourite game, Final Fantasy Tactics Advance 2: Grimoire of the Rift (and yes, the full name of the game is that long) that I neglected my blog world and always dwelt in the land of Ivalice, the world where the game is set on. Only until now that I have finished much of the game, and so I decided to blog now... Haha...
Where do I get the inspiration of this blog's title, i.e. "Critical Life Updates!" Well, it is from the Norton Anti-Virus software. This program will warn you to run "LiveUpdate" if you haven't been doing it. And it warns you with words like "Critical LiveUpdate required". How true this is for my blog too... I had even skipped blogging in the beautiful date like 080808, which was also the opening of Beijing Olympic, and oh no... the whole of Olympic I also didn't blog!!! But anyways, not that I got lots of stuff to write about Olympic. Nevertheless, the opening and ending ceremonials were still marvelous and grand and beautiful and inspiring. It definitely worth everybody's time watching man~! Well, it had ended like 2 to 3 weeks ago liao... Another beautiful date in August that I like is August 28. I wanted to blog on this day but still... ... ... I had nothing memorable happened on this day in my history but I always wanted to make that date memorable in my future, maybe my ROM date... Haha...
So why so special about August 28? This is where one of my favourite verses in the Bible lies...
Like I always mention, I really got a lot of stuff to write down, a lot of my life stories as well as my imaginery stories to tell. But I until now I haven't been blogging much... and interesting stories of my life just keep on happening~! Not that my life is dynamic and absolutely dramatic, but still, I do have some interesting things happen in my life once in a while like that. The followings are the random thoughts that I wanted to blog but finds it "no time" to do it ever since I started this blog early this year. Yah, the time is that long...
Where do I get the inspiration of this blog's title, i.e. "Critical Life Updates!" Well, it is from the Norton Anti-Virus software. This program will warn you to run "LiveUpdate" if you haven't been doing it. And it warns you with words like "Critical LiveUpdate required". How true this is for my blog too... I had even skipped blogging in the beautiful date like 080808, which was also the opening of Beijing Olympic, and oh no... the whole of Olympic I also didn't blog!!! But anyways, not that I got lots of stuff to write about Olympic. Nevertheless, the opening and ending ceremonials were still marvelous and grand and beautiful and inspiring. It definitely worth everybody's time watching man~! Well, it had ended like 2 to 3 weeks ago liao... Another beautiful date in August that I like is August 28. I wanted to blog on this day but still... ... ... I had nothing memorable happened on this day in my history but I always wanted to make that date memorable in my future, maybe my ROM date... Haha...
So why so special about August 28? This is where one of my favourite verses in the Bible lies...
"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose."There was one moment of my down-time life, this verse kept running in my head until I decided to memorise it and that was the time when the Service's sermon was about this verse too! Anyways, since then I can recite this verse perfectly and it always encourages me whenever and wherever I feel downs or ups! To add, there is another "coincident" about this number 8:28. I usually leave for work at about 8am, and will fetch my workers (who are my relatives also) in the bustop before we head to work. Sometimes I gotta wait for them as the bus timings are random. By the time we reach our factory, it is usually about 8.30am. Most of the time, when I look at the clock in my car or on my office desk, they usually read "8:28"! And everytime I see that, it reminds me of the verse. I am not saying that this happens like 100%, but you can say that it happens like maybe 90%? Anyways, that's my relationship with 8:28. :DRomans 8:28
Like I always mention, I really got a lot of stuff to write down, a lot of my life stories as well as my imaginery stories to tell. But I until now I haven't been blogging much... and interesting stories of my life just keep on happening~! Not that my life is dynamic and absolutely dramatic, but still, I do have some interesting things happen in my life once in a while like that. The followings are the random thoughts that I wanted to blog but finds it "no time" to do it ever since I started this blog early this year. Yah, the time is that long...
(1). Feeling with a girl!? - "I'm in Love"~~!?
This is one of the "top priority" I wanted to mention. I did share with some of my best friends. And this story gotta link with my "fate" and "destiny" thing, whereby it also links to the time my mum and 三姐 brought me to 算命！Well, the 师傅's analysis are quite relevant~! Especially about my 姻缘... And that's one of the stories in my life that I find it somewhat dramatic lor... Can shoot into movie one...
(2). More about myself.
There are a lot more that I can write about myself. And this is in my original plan for the sequence of my early blog entries. I wanted to write everything about myself before I started my somewhat dramatic life stories. But because I seldom blog and those interesting stories just keep coming until I "cannot catch up with"! Haha~~ One of the top-desirable topic about myself that I always wanted to write is what I called it "A Typical Piscean". Yes, though maybe as a Christian, one who believes in Jesus Christ are not suppose to believe horoscope, I still find the star sign Pisces really suits me completely, if not 90%. Everytime I read those horoscope articles either from forwarded mails, some websites or some Facebook applications, what they says about Pisces's characteristics and personalities are like 90% accurate to me. Too accurate that I couldn't help but to nod head and agree with absolute amazing. Most recently, I read one in a forum, the way the style it writes about Pisces is really really "hit the spot" like that. As if no one has ever analyses it so so accurate! I don't know how to describe the feeling... All I can say that the article is much more accurate and critical than those I read before~!
This is one of the "top priority" I wanted to mention. I did share with some of my best friends. And this story gotta link with my "fate" and "destiny" thing, whereby it also links to the time my mum and 三姐 brought me to 算命！Well, the 师傅's analysis are quite relevant~! Especially about my 姻缘... And that's one of the stories in my life that I find it somewhat dramatic lor... Can shoot into movie one...
(2). More about myself.
There are a lot more that I can write about myself. And this is in my original plan for the sequence of my early blog entries. I wanted to write everything about myself before I started my somewhat dramatic life stories. But because I seldom blog and those interesting stories just keep coming until I "cannot catch up with"! Haha~~ One of the top-desirable topic about myself that I always wanted to write is what I called it "A Typical Piscean". Yes, though maybe as a Christian, one who believes in Jesus Christ are not suppose to believe horoscope, I still find the star sign Pisces really suits me completely, if not 90%. Everytime I read those horoscope articles either from forwarded mails, some websites or some Facebook applications, what they says about Pisces's characteristics and personalities are like 90% accurate to me. Too accurate that I couldn't help but to nod head and agree with absolute amazing. Most recently, I read one in a forum, the way the style it writes about Pisces is really really "hit the spot" like that. As if no one has ever analyses it so so accurate! I don't know how to describe the feeling... All I can say that the article is much more accurate and critical than those I read before~!
Another thing that I wanna write about myself is also the experience or encounter with 算命师傅. Because for the things he had said about me... And when it is "About Me", of course the "love" factor or matter also must come in. And this is linked with the point #1 above. Argh... I must write this in Chinese! This is about my “理性与感性。。。” “双鱼儿的其中一个特征就是超理性与超感性的结合体。一方面，鱼儿喜欢思想，其实是过于的思想，导致“想太多”，这是它的“超理性”。而另一方面，鱼儿又是“超感性”的，很敏感（Sensitive)，很有同情心，又喜欢幻想，常常就是躲在自己的幻想世界里等等。这种理性与感性的结合体，就算喜欢上别人，即使感性的一面会全全付出，但是付出到一定的阶段，就会被理性截止了。。。这种现象有好有坏的。。。而这死鱼儿又天天活在自己的世界里，就是说即使在爱情里，仅仅是单方面的付出，不管暗恋的人知不知道自己对她的爱意，牺牲，甚至不介意她不知道自己的存在！自己就已经满足到~~~~~~~~
还有，我的超理性也让我最终承认了我对“择偶条件”的过高要求。。。唉。。。(3). My Spiritual Well Being...
(Use back English. heh heh...) This is also one of the "top priority" stuff I wanna mention about. And this happens to be the most complex one, so this is also very difficult to write about, don't know where to start. I also want to write down all of the wonderful spiritual encounters with God that I have these years... before I forget them and never be remembered, then it will be a really a sad stuff... Those moments... are wonderful of coure, memorable and... interesting~! And these encounters really built up my relationship with God and my faith. Eventually, these memories are the only weapon or shield for me to fight my spiritual warfare now...
Ok, the followings are most recent one, it does not need to date back to early this year.
(4). Decision to Leave My Singapore Church??
Because of my spiritual well being, of which obviously is not so well-being, I wanted to leave this Mega Church... But many factors got me... If you can agree with me that I am the "think-a-lot-Piscean" that I mentioned earlier this blog, then it should be easily understood why I got so many factors one... Anyways and actually, things happened in a more or less "I want it that way" thing. Long story... But what I want to say here is, the trigger point for me to "leave" the church, was my passport... My pages are using up! There was actually an entry pass for foreigners to come into Singapore without filling in the "white card". I went to apply that only to get rejected! In utmost disappointment with "all other factors come in together", I finally told my spiritual leader, i.e. my Cell Group Leader (CGL), that I decided not to come into Singapore so often, and I told her my intention to find my local church, really is my local, not Singapore local... However...
After the decision, there are times I still went into Singapore on Sunday, because I got stuff to deal with. And times that I didn't drive into Singapore, I will go to gym instead. I know and I know that, and God knows that, I won't find a JB church so fast one, because ultimately, what I am yearning right now, is more of my personal space, to do the things that I wanna do, to get back the things that I had lost in the past few years... Specifically what I had lost? In fact, it was what I had gained... I gained weight... And I really wanted to lose the "gain" and really lose some weight! This is one of my important achievement for the time beings...
Really, about this topic, there are a lot more to write, because of the "many factors"... Let's see will I write them out eventually in the next entries?? Haha...
(5). Money Matter
Recently, I did mentioned something about $ on my MSN status... In fact, regarding money matter, there are two absolutely standalone events that I am involved. If you can remember there was one status I mentioned I needed professional help or advice from lawyer or police and etc... That was the first event, and it had dated back to like 3 years ago when I was still in Singapore. This got to related with the Multiple Level Marketing (MLM) company that I used to belong to. There should have many related stories that encircled or in directly linked with mine, and I am most interested to find out, but to no avail... Hmmm... should I mention that a police report was filed actually? But anyways, I am satisfied with the current status of this issue, where my 4th sis, Ah Bee aka Finn helped me a lot with it. I am really really thankful for her.
Another money matter happens around here in JB, near my workplace. Somebody somehow owed my $ but refuse to pay up, and to think that my family has been helping his family all this while. “过河拆桥” is all I can say!
About these 2 issues, there are friends who had already asked me what happen... But I was really tired and will be frustrated and lazy to type out all the details of the stories in MSN... Well, it is all the tiny little details that make up one interesting story, right? If you want summary, I have given you right? "people owe me money" lor... Haha... so let's will I write in details about money matter also... Ahaha...
(6). A New Business to Venture?
My loving daddy recently set up another company to do realty, real property. And when he told everybody (not everybody; individually, and not publicly) about it, it seems he also communicated the idea that "it is opened for me". I heard sis telling me this "he opened it for you..." Aww... feel so stressed sometimes. I do have a mixed feeling about this... I should be happy really, but somehow I don't feel the "excitement" within me. Don't really know how to put them in words but of course, I don't mean that I am not satisfied with this arrangement lah, I will definitely do my best one. Not to let the whole family down, yes whole family, and also myself lah... Right now, I am designing the company logo and the layout of some documents. My father had asked me to do the company stamp and it went wrong for 2 times! The stamps are made in a way it is fixed and cannot subject to amendment, this means that I had 1 extra bad size chop and 1 extra bad layout chop for nothing! Now is the third time doing it, think should not have any problem liao ba...
Just find it funny and a sweet thing about my mum here... Because daddy is using her name also to open up the company, he had to get her to sign the necessary documents. When I asked her daddy got asked her to sign anything, she said yes. Then I asked her, do you know what are you signing for? She reply：“不懂啊，他叫我签我就签啰！” (I don't know, he asked me to sign, so I signed lor.) Then I joked, "that one is to agree that you will give him one million dollar." Haha... Wow... but I really admire her such trust towards daddy... so funny yet sweet. Haha...
(7). Went Back for Singapore Church for a Purpose!?
This is the "second episode" to Point #4. Think it gonna be absolutely very long. Best to put it on the next entry. XD Haha... Okie, shall stop here then. :) Feel like typing a 95% to 100% Chinese blog leh... Haha...
