Lieh-not-enough~!: September 2015

Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Closing Lieh-not-enough~!

Oh! Lieh not enough!

Enough is Enough ; Everything is not everything!

No goodbye to my this old blog, I will still keep you and at the same time...
Looking forward for a new beginning in my new blog space~

Note: Many entries have interesting info, therefore may be good to read again once in a while for ideas / inspirations.
Some entries define a lot about myself, including the acronym L.I.E.H.

Best Way to Close this Blog Part 2/2

More old notes:

I like clean cut and straight stuff; I would like things to stay simple & nice and of easy reach. Therefore, I thought that "categorization" is the solution. However, when I get into this process of categorizing, that's the time I'd realized that:

Behind every simple concept, lies a complicated / complex nature. - Lieh (07/05/2008)
Haha... my purpose is to make things simple, but in the process, it is not going to a simple task. There are many ways to sort things out, for example, books. Should I arrange them in consideration of size? I.e. from big size to small size in a ascending / descending order. In this way, it will appear to be neat from the visual view. However, the different subjects / topics of books will then mixed together, it then becomes inconvenience when you wanna search for the specific topic.
- 07 May 2008

Another reason was... In my life, I realized one thing significant about me, and that's the ability to do "everything". I came out this quote eventually:

I cannot specialize in anything. I can only specialize in everything. - Lieh (before 26-05-2008)
What does it mean? It simply means that I cannot focus on one subject, any subject; I cannot be a master of one aspect, any aspect. Because, it will takes a long progress and commitment to achieve such mastery. While at the mean time, I am quite keen with many subjects, many things. Meaning to say, I can do well in much things, that's why I can get lots of 'A's in my academic results. But I can never be a master of any of those subjects...
How I came into such a conclusion? Like I mentioned before, I was school band's Drum Major. But one thing I realized, I was never that talented in music, in the aspect of rhythm, tempo and stuff. What makes me a Drum Major, was actually because of my attitude. Yes, attitude makes whole lot of different! I was the hardworking member... During free time practice, I was the few who really concentrate in practicing with my instrument while the rest was chatting or playing or simply resting. I was obedient and willing to submit under my seniors. Because of such attitude, I stood out from the crowds and was considered and trained into a Drum Major.

Just FYI, I've decided to discontinue my Singapore PR status as it expires on today... I could have ways to continue it, but I've decided not to do that for some reasons... one of the reasons is because the method is not that "legally right" as I supposed. After I've made the decision, the phrase "walk in righteousness" came into my mind.

But of course, I am still open options for jobs available in Singapore. And I can look for job / career that I would really wanted to go into, such as finance & banking. No need to "desperately" get a job just to extent my PR status liao, haha... Singapore PR no more... but what really matter is, I am still a Citizen of Heavenly Kingdom!

Meanwhile, after I've settled my Malaysia Driving License, I can drive my Honda Accord JBV21 into Singapore~~~! Yes! I bring hope for CG Fellowship transportation! (Though, I still gotta usher after Service) Haha...

In anyways, JB Shaoyeah~ still RuLes~~~! Because he is well taken care of by his ABBA FATHER!!! Romans 8:28 also RuLes~~~!

February 2009

Tuesday, September 29, 2015

Best Way to Close this Blog Part 1/2

Some old notes for blogging:
Somethings that I noted but did not actually blog them. Although I am creating a brand new blog site, I still wanna keep these old memories here in this old blog. And I think this is the best way to close this blog. Wuahaha

What I can recall is when I was in about primary 3. I was in the school appreciating the beautiful flowers and scenario, and You prompted me with these questions in my mind:"Who created such beautiful flowers and human and many other things?" "What would happen when everything becomes nothing?" "How does the universe is gonna like without human?" "How does the universe like without universe itself?" "Absolute nothing!" Or what I call this right now the "Absolute nothingness" or "Absolute Emptiness".

Yet to the most ironic part of this answer is that, there will be NO ONE there to say the words "absolute nothingness" because of "absolute nothingness", there is no such words to describe this nothingness simply because it is "absolute nothingness"... After I'd thought for that when I was only in primary 3, I couldn't have a peace of mind every time these question came into mind. I couldn't visualize a world of absolute nothingness. It was the number 1 questions that I wanna avoid.
Then in secondary school life, using my interests towards the universe, life and etc, You again lead me to a person who answered my question "Who created this world?" I think he was one of the first person who answered me with this model answer "God created this world." Immediately, somehow I was reminded to the God that Christianity promotes. The person further told me that he is not a Christian, he did not believed in Jesus although he believed that there is a one true God and the rival of God being the Devil. I was convinced by him about "God created this world." But somehow, not further. I had a strong feeling in my heart that the God he mentioned was the God that Christians promote.
At that time, I had a very close friend, Samuel, he was and is also now a devoted Christian.

01 May 2008

During those Sunday when I not going to Singapore Service, I was happily doing my own thing, taking my own time. And I actually made an effort to visit a secondary school friend who is selling Wan Ton Mee. Please do not have the idea that he is not doing well. This business of Wan Ton Mee has been passed down from his grandfather and he is the third generation doing this. I personally realize that him and I got some similarity

18 September 2008

Current Situation -- health, game, movie:

Wanted to keep a habit of continuous gym... But sickness got me... again... Sigh... really hated it when I am sick... Not the kind of sickness that make you groan on bed and can't do anything at all. But the flu is good (or bad) enough to make you can't go to exercise and train my nice nice body. :( So sad, my arms' muscles are building up... I am so afraid that my effort will gone, in vain~! But what can I do? The best is to take care of my flu first.
Kind of find it ironic though... People said that exercise can make you healthy, less sickness. But when you sick, you can't do any exercise. It is like... already too late liao... A scenario just came into my mind, it is like you plant a flower without watering it, only when you realize the flower starts to wither, then you start to water it. It will already been too late, right? But maybe there is still a glimse of hope ba, and that will be another story liao...
About game... I will be still happily in my land of Ivalice until further notice. Though, there are times I feel kind of "boring" at certain period while playing games... The feeling of "why am I playing this game now?" or "what am I doing with this game?" A feeling of thinking that time is wasted playing the game, sometimes feel like I am addicted to it, but then not really that addictive. I could still do some control. Then I thought, maybe I have "grown up"? Hah! But it is "growing taller" that I want instead of "growing up"! Maybe it is just that I no longer love playing game the way I used to play before...? Then I think the following mindset best suited my feeling and thoughts towards the game... It is because the game is not the ever best game that I ever played before in my life... Well, it is just another game ba... It is just that the game is not my "first love" game, it is not really my favourite game ba... And there are features in the game that I don't really like it, such as the game is running and sometimes loading a little slow... The storyline sucks big time... Nevertheless and regardlessly, there are times that I still enjoying this game very much. :D
Movie~! Watched a nice movie called "Mama Mia" with CG friends. It is a musical filled with my favourite band, ABBA's songs. I really enjoyed the movie except that there were some points that I was not comfortable with in the beginning, because my favourite songs are sung by some stranger voices, and then it turned out to be funny most of the time. Especially when Pierce Brosnan (the Agent 007 guy) started to sing. Because the original was a female and the moment he sang the part, it just seemed “????” lor... Another “????” scenes that this movie has, is the blending in of those calefare... to me, they somehow can't really fixed nicely into the picture.
The Donna --> Meryl Streep
Ah Bee watched musical in London.

18 September 2008

CPF money cannot take out.
Ship-wrecked faith / Ghostship faith
Charity Prince Charming

All dates unknown.

Old Notes / Entries from Old WordPress Blog

From WordPress notes - raw ideas:

Raw Idea Note #1:
人，
是给“神”瞎信？
还是给“魔”迷惑？
还是给“自己，他人”欺骗？-- 自欺欺人？？
Random Raw Idea Note #2:

心之倦，无人知；心之痛，无人诉！
I put this statement in my MSN, resulting lots of people showering their cares to me... But actually, I only put it there to serve as a reminder for me to finish this "poem"... There are a lot of ideas about this "poem"... Anyways, since I have decided to put the note here, I now can erase this from my MSN status... Ahaha...

Random Raw Idea Note #3:

爱到最后不是爱！

Random Raw Idea Note #4:

心太软，心态乱！

5/11/2009

From WordPress "Coming Up…" Page:

1-PR exipired 2-Flunked Interview 3-Sg License no more valid 4-Return Sg IC & Entry Permit 5-Apply My(JB) License 6-Lost My IC
KIV: Pages that I wanna to have:-

Beautiful People -- dedicated to all the people that have come into my life, starting with God.
Beautiful Thing -- reviews on all the beautiful story, games, movies, books, musics, and every other beautiful things that have touched me greatly.
Links to friends, favorite sites, movies, etc.
MAP -- My Major Arrangement Plan

From "Blog Introduction" page:

This weblog is about me – Lieh, AKA / names that I wanted to be associated with:-

Adrian, the Creative Mind
JB Shaoyeah~
Lasam Lieh
Lime Lite Lieh
Fervent Lieh
Lieh Not Enough! 烈不够用！
And also forgetting not the names like: Abraham, Melchizedek and Legolas~!

How I decided the name as Liehness?

I wanted to register my user name as only “lieh”, but the name is in used! So I had difficulty in search of another unique and remarkable name.

I’ve thought of using my name that I used for my previous blog site, i.e. lieh-not-enough, where I also “acronym-ed” my 4 Greatest Values in Life into my name Lieh: L –Love | I – Integrity | E – Excellence / Essential | H – Humility. And according to the current world setting, indeed, LIEH is not enough…

But somehow, “lieh-not-enough” is way too long IMO. So maybe if I acronym more into liehNE, where NE stands for “not enough”. But then again, liehNE does not sound nice.

So I dropped off the whole idea of “not enough”, and continue to search for a better name with the considerations of my other values in life. Indeed, I was reminded “greatness” and immediately the suffix “~ness” hits me. I’ve checked dictionary, that ~ness describes the state; quality; condition; degree of adjectives and participles. With that, “Liehness” does make an appropriate title for my weblog where I can update my life’s current states and conditions, the quality of my life, my thoughts mechanism and many more to come~! Simply because, it is “liehness” that we’re talking about~!

Not long after, I realized that “~ness” starts with the letter NE, which I previously acronym into “not enough”. Maybe I just add any two adverbs or adjectives that start with the letter “S” will further acronym the suffix “~ness” at ease! After some research and consideration, I’ve decided on “supply” and “splendidly”. Therefore “LIEHNESS” is acronym for Love, Integrity, Excellency / Essential, Humility is Not Enough in Supply Splendidly, where the double S can be regularly changed with other words like “seriously”, “severely”, “sublimely”, “sumptuously”, and any other I can think of. And AT ALL TIME, “LIEHNESS” is still about myself and my maybe-dramatical life~!